thoughts of a sleepness night.

afraid;
of thisstillness the darkness has blessed me    with.
     of this quietnoise    that makes me   feel        nOt alOne.
    of waking up again       before
                              the light.

 andhere i am.

              shaking;worried;alone;afraid;scared;weak;fumbling;hungry;walking;convulsions;breaking;staring;amused;frightened;jolt;failing
amusedby      this glass  .
          even when it's             em          pty.
                          it's still got a good weight.

 just like         my evening.

 the sleep          was          em       pty  ,
         but the rest had a         good weight

 but i could've had        sleep.
i could've   had sleep
i could've   had sleep
i could've   had sleep
i could've   had sleep
i could've   had sleep
i could've   had sleep
i could've   had sleep
i could've   had sleep
i could've   had sleep
i could've   had sleep
i could've   had sleep
i could've   had sleep .
                         i did nothing     within
                                          reason to prevent      this .

now i        hes i    tat  e.
        i'm not my    happiest, and when  things go
                                                              wrong ,
                       i'm allowed to    act ,
                   but are          my issues  worth       disturbin disrupting
                                                                            your sleep?

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